Grief - The Persistent Visitor

Grief still comes to visit me quite often.
Too often for my taste.
He steals into my thoughts slyly, cunningly, ruthlessly.
He is an ill-natured, inconsiderate, rude fellow,
Who makes me listen to his harsh reprimands.
He is full of rebukes and gibes.
And he reminds me of my regrets.
I failed to or forgot to do this
Or that, or the other for my lost lover.
Grief is impolite and demanding.
He butts in when and where he isnt wanted.
Always pushing and thrusting his way
Into my daily life that I thought
I had finally smoothed out and settled
Like his mother's crazy quilt on our bed.
He comes when I am just beginning
To take a path toward comfort.
But, no, its not to be.
I must endure another whipping.
Another thrashing, another dose of salts.
"You want solace! Ill give you solace!
It will end when you are done and gone.
It will finish when I say so.
Not before, and not because you wish me gone."
Grief came last night without warning,
Creeping in, settling down, poking me awake.
For what reason I do not know
And tore me apart again
With memories of a past of pain
Of things undone, of acts of unkindness.
"You must never forget," says Grief.
"How can I, with you forever on my back?"
Grief makes me recall.
Makes me wish I were the one gone.
But, then Grief offered me some sympathy.
"Remember, dear friend, he cannot die again."

John (Jack) Rooney is the author of the terrorist thriller "Nine Lives Too Many" featuring his series detective Denny Delaney and the arch-terrorist Felix the Cat. His latest novel is the suspense novel "The Daemon in Our Dreams" which is a blend of the naturalistic and the supernatural. His work schedule includes "The Rice Queen Spy" which is due out in the fall of 2007, a new Denny Delaney effort and a novel about a sea journey from Buenos Aires to Santiago around Cape Horn. He was born and educated in Springfield, Massachusetts (Classical High School and American International College). He wrote book reviews and feature articles for the Springfield newspapers. After receiving his M.A. in Arts and Science from Columbia University, he worked for the Cunard Cruise Lines as a business correspondent at 25 Broadway, went on to serve in the U.S. Army as a military policeman in the Times Square detachment, in civies in AWOL apprehension, and in Vienna, Austria. His still travel articles include humorous travel guide stories. His website is http://www.senneffhouse.com

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